FINAL BLOG
The past week has been filled with many different things. The shutdown of Europe’s airlines meant that none of the planned trips to Rome happened, but everyone seemed to still be very busy. We all took a trip to the local UPS store to ship home our easels and books, and visited the lady who had made our beautiful journals to show her how they looked when they were completed.
We had a final pizza luncheon for the entire group at ‘my’ corner bar where there were two highlights.
The first….Miss Caitlin….horse lover extraordinaire…had a horse meat pizza!!
The second…minutes after we left the bar Brad Pitt walked in for a spritz! And NO we did not see him.
On Saturday afternoon I finally fulfilled a promise that I had made to the original group of students many weeks ago, and we took a gondola ride. We left from Campo Santa Maria Formosa and spent a wonderful 45 minutes gliding along the back canals of Castello while our gondolier Mario told us stories of the buildings that looked down on us. While it may be considered an entirely ‘tourist’ thing to do, Venice has to be seen from the seat of a gondola. The perspective is entirely changed, the sounds different at water level, and you suddenly realize the rhythm of this city. We were all rather quiet when we returned, and I’m so happy that we shared that experience
Yesterday I walked to the Bridge at San Lorenzo to collect Karen from her apartment. I was a little ‘over organized’ and therefore about 20 minutes early, and rather than hurry her I sat on the steps next to the bridge in the glorious sunshine. Castello was slowly waking up and small boats skidded by, most of the drivers simply raising their head in greeting as they continued on their way. It was twenty minutes that will stay with me for a long while. After collecting Karen and her luggage, I walked around to Dani, Teresa and Pixie’s apartment at San Guistina and helped carry their luggage back to the bridge. Sebastiano arrived soon after, and I waved goodbye as they moved down the canale San Lorenzo and out of sight.
Later on in the day there was a rowing race…a regatta from Giardini to the Ferrovia, but it all happened too fast and I’m not sure that you can really see anything in the video.
Kyle’s parents have been visiting for a few days and last night they invited me to have dinner with them. We walked down to the Zattere and ate at a restaurant on the canal side where we watched the lights of the Guidecca as we ate an excellent meal. Kyle leaves with them in the morning and they will continue their vacation by car as they travel into Austria.
Monday 26th April 2010….10.00am
This morning I got up at 6.00, showered, made a cup of coffee, and then walked around the corner (less than a hundred metres) to help Jessica, Erika and Caitlin get their luggage down stairs and ready for the water taxi that was due to pick them up at 7.30. Alyssa, and Erika’s friend Ben were there also and it was a very subdued group that trooped across a small bridge to a landing in the canal that runs alongside the football stadium at Sant’ Elena. The water taxi of ever reliable Sebastiano came gliding quietly down the canal, and I felt like I was handing them over to the boatman Charon. It was tearful and sweet as the three of us left behind watched the girls slide out of sight across the D’arsenna Sant’ Elena.
Alyssa and I walked back to the street that leads to my apartment, and then we said our goodbyes and she went on to the Vap stop and I to home. Alyssa will be attending an engraving school in Brescia for the next 3 months and she leaves on the train this afternoon.
I have a great deal to do in the next few days and will be meeting with Claudio and Agnese who administer the apartments and Matteo the Director of the Istituto Venezia, and hopefully will not feel the aloneness that I have experienced in the past couple of hours. This has been a group of outstanding young people and it has been a great privilege to share this adventure with them. They have exceeded my expectations at every turn and I am very proud of them. They are known to the teachers of the Istituto as the ‘Studenti bravi da Montana’, and they are all ready missed.
Over the past few days I find myself walking to places just so that I can stand there for one last visual drink. My favorite places quietly packed away, carefully wrapped about with the smells and the sounds so that I might take them out and wonder at them at some future time. I like to do it in the quiet of the morning or evening when I can fool myself into believing that only I possess her, and like a miser I hold fast to these moments. After all these many visits, I still have not worked out what it is about this place that is so alluring, so compelling.
All of these emotions aside, I will depart on Saturday with wings on my feet, for I have been too long away from my love and my family, and the spirits of the mountains are calling.
Ciao, ciao
John
John Rawlings
Director, FVCC Semester in Venice Program
Caitlin’s Blog
Well it’s the last day here! We leave tomorrow at 7:30 AM. I cannot say that I am necessarily excited to go “home” but I am missing family, horses and friends. It was an odd realization I had over a couple spritz with Jess today, I no longer consider Montana “home” necessarily…Venice is just as much “home” for me as is Montana. Well Venice doesn’t have horses, but this is the first time I’ve lived on my own, so this has had a very profound effect on my independence and personality.
I have come to know everything here somewhat well, I would say more than your average tourist, but I feel like I am leaving something undone. There is so much more to see and experience that I won’t be able to…at least on this trip. I’m excited to go home and “start” my life. I have a whole new and different outlook on things now and I’m excited to apply it to my everyday life. It has been nice not having classes this past week…it’s given us time to finally relax and take things at a slower pace and reflect on our experiences here. It is unfortunate because the weather here has been so beautiful of late and I’m just starting to be able to go out without a jacket on…and now I’m going to be leaving here just when it’s getting even prettier. It was a gorgeous, hot day today (I was actually going around in a tank top and I was STILL sweating), a perfect farewell day. I am excited to see all my friends and family. This is a bittersweet farewell. Ciao Venezia.
Kyle’s Blog
I simply cannot write an essay about the last four months. There are many things about which I can write with less-than-adequate knowledge. This entire experience, however, is too great to be limited by words. The last four months in Italy have changed me as a person. Moreover, there is an understanding exclusively within this group of students (roommates, more specifically) that could never be purveyed to anyone.
This has been the first time living outside of my parents’ home; the first time I have travelled outside of North America; first time adapting to a non-English speaking culture; the second semester of my freshman year in college. Not to mention, my living arrangements included two roommates of whom I knew nothing initially.
I thank Flathead Valley Community College, Professor’s John Rawlings, David Ackroyd, and Karen Leigh, Istituto Venezia, and all the amazing friends I made along the way. It goes without saying that this experience will forever live in my memory.
Erika’s Blog:
By the time you are reading this, I’ll probably already be in the air on the way back to you all and my beautiful state of Montana. As I write this, I’m sitting in my kitchen with all the friends I’ve made here in the last four months, eating all the food in our cupboards before we leave in the morning, giving away clothes and spices to those who shall remain behind, taking those last minute pictures, reminiscing over past memories that seem like only yesterday. It’s strange to believe that I’ve been here so long, but when I think about all that I’ve done and all I’ve seen and all I’ve accomplished in these passing 101 days, it almost doesn’t seem long enough.
I’ve flown over seas squished between angry Germans for 13 hours. I’ve sang inside St Mark’s Basilica, my voice reverberating off the golden walls. I’ve danced in throbbing bars until all hours of the morning. I’ve had too much to drink. I’ve learned to cook anything on the stove top, some strange and bizarre but some actually amazingly delicious and appreciated. I’ve been whistled and cat-called to by Italian men. I learned to speak some Italian, enough to be understood and feel a new part of the culture. I’ve experienced every kind of Venetian weather, foggy and mysterious, rainy days for weeks at a time, aqua alta up to my knees, and beautiful sunny days that melt into your skin. I’ve met people from all over the world, even if it was for couple hours or for the entire time we stayed here. I’ve been in Venice for Carnivale, learning that anything can happen when the magic is in the air. I’ve stayed up too late and woken up too early the next morning. I’ve stood in front some of the greatest art pieces in all of history, those of Titian and Tintoretto and Giorgione. I’ve showered in showers too small for me and on many couches because the beds weren’t big enough. I’ve had awkward meals with my housemates and huge dinner parties with all my friends. I’ve cooked all day with my beautiful companion. I’ve been sick in Italy and made myself chicken noodle soup. I know what it’s like to be truly home-sick, but I also know how to appreciate what life has given me. I’ve stayed up with friends playing little kid games or watching movies all night long. I’ve had breakfast for dinner and dinner’s for breakfast. I’ve laughed long and hard and I’ve cried silent tears until I gain strength from them. I’ve tasted gelato and I can never go back to regular ice cream ever again. I’ve danced in a blues café. I’ve seen how our group can change the entire energy of a place… I’ve stood under gold leaf covered ceilings as well as Italian starry nights. I’ve stood on top of a mountain and watched the sunset. I’ve fallen in love with food and I have no regrets about the weight I’ve gained. My heart has been broken and mended again. I’ve been in love and learned the lesson that things can change overnight. I made real heart connections, made true best friends for life with people from all over the world and I will never forget their smiles. I’ve learned so much from my professor and friend, Zio Gio, who has been a foundation for me in this time in my life. I came to Italy with my best friend and I’ve only grown to love and depend on her more than ever. I’ve learned to appreciate my sense of humor from Jessica and I’ve learned sweetness from Alyssa. I’ve had a friend and big brother to depend on, Justin, and I’ve had a real sister in Ceren, such a sweet and wonderful spirit, and learned to chill from Cem. I’ve crashed many times on Coskun’s couch and watched movies, always welcoming us with open arms when we can find him. I’ve learned to philosophize from Kyle and Kamo can always make me laugh. And from Ben, well there is too much really to be spoken, but he has changed my life forever. I will always hold you dearest to my heart and the dream we’ve shared won’t fade away, even though we both know the story isn’t over. And what have I learned from you Venice? I’ve walked it’s streets at night and felt its heartbeat, heard its song, a song so soft and simple that many that breeze through here with their cameras miss it, but I’ve heard her soft whisperings. I’ve come to love the gift you’ve given me, this self assurance, this common bond we’ve created, this love for the calm of the water that soothes the soul and helps me to understand the simple truths of what is really important in life, and all else should be allowed to fade away. I will never forget it. I will never forget you.
All my love friends, lovers, and my beloved home,
Erika
Jessica’s Blog
Wow. This is my last blog, I honestly can’t believe it. I don’t think that it will set in that I am really gone from this amazing place until I actually get off the airplane and give my family a big huge hug, maybe not even then. The funny thing about that is, that’s exactly what I said about coming here. This week has been a scurry of paper finishing, preparation for the flight home tomorrow, and quietly saying goodbye to all the places that are now a large piece of my heart. I will miss it all, this home I have come to love. The smell of old buildings, freshly washed laundry out to hang, fresh breads and sweets, garlic, onions, fresh fish markets, and the crisp salty whiff of the ocean sneaking through the calle will forever be remembered swirling through my nose. I will never forget the feel of centuries old bricks and smooth hand carved stones that adorn each bridge and street that I touched, the hypnotic sway of the boats as they took me to my next adventure, and the sweet kisses on my cheeks from friend’s greetings. Most of all I will never forget the feel of those little fingers of Venice that have touched my heart and the rest of my life so deeply. I am forever grateful to every person, place and thing that makes up the Islands of Venice, because within it I have come to discover a very large part of myself. I never knew that a place, a piece of geography, could change me so much, but now I view myself, others, other cultures, and simply the world in a whole new way. My future seems so much larger now, and I feel like the possibilities are endless, optimism is truly my right hand man. I am writing this with tears spewing out of my eyes as if I am writing to a lover that I am soon to never see again, but I know, I will certainly be back for you
Ciao Ciao mi amore!
Jessica
Ciao miei amici!
Ho no parole. This day came too quickly. I have spent 102 days in Venice, and my life is forever changed. Never have I imagined a place such as this; a time capsule of a city with time machine in a gondola ride. Looking up to see the bravura and flair of the Italians so many centuries past in the sky climbing palazzi Esthetically, I will never look at architecture the same. There are many things that will never be the same. I’ve met people who have changed my life in a matter of minutes, in the best of ways. There are many things that I will miss. The many friends I’ve made are one. In some ways I have it easier, I can visit Venice this summer. I can see the friends who will still be there, I can visit the places I miss, I can see things I missed out on the first time. Yet sitting on this train watching as Venice floats further and further away from the mainland, I’m leaving a home and way of life that has been absorbed into the lagoon, into the time capsule. Our memories, laughs, tears, fears, triumphs and all else have touched Venice. We have made our stain of frescoes with our paints, aged enough to crack yet more decay into the facades, drunk enough to change the waters to wine, and laughed enough to make the Venetians smile first. I have tried new things, and have awoken a passion for art history, and drawing, and painting, and language, and… Perhaps it just awoke the artist.
It has been the time of my life! Thank you, Venice, all the people who helped me get here, my teachers and my friends.
Love,
Alyssa
Pixie’s Blog
Pixie Traynham arrived with Karen’s ‘watercolor’ group and has been with us for the past month.
Pixie’s Blog
At the risk of sounding gushy, I can sum up this experience with one word….Amazing. We watched spring unfold from bus windows on tour. The Art and Architecture in Urbino, Assisi, Florence and Siena brought history to life in wondrous ways, but beginning to experience and think about the different ways people live in current times was interesting too.
Our time in Venice has been amazing too…Art to study, Art to make…Hopefully some improvements in the skills we brought. Kind of like Montana, it’s hard to take a really bad photo here, but many of us have a lot of editing and discarding to do. We find ourselves taking pictures of some of the sights again and again…just too hard to resist. The change of light, particularly in the evenings, changes everything about a scene.
This has been the trip of a lifetime for me…trite but true. Italy and Venice do not disappoint.

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